i run down the staircase
i run to the bathroom
i zoom past you all
in lame hopes to deceive you
im happy
im smiling
im having the time of my life
your words don’t disturb me
shake me,
i have an ego unmatched
to your kind
of people.
FAKE TRUTHS
FAKE LOVE
FAKE PERCEPTION
i don’t know what to do with this misconception
Honest pain,
Honest tears,
Honest imperfections,
i crave true connections
i’m sorry for all my deflections
it’s just evasive techniques
and redirections
are how I know
to
save myself from rejection.