Maybe I loved you more…
Maybe all the conversations we had meant more to me that they did to you.
Maybe you said “I love you too” because that’s the reply to “ I love you”
Maybe you didn’t feel the happiness and satisfaction that I felt.
Maybe I wasn’t enough for you.
We weren’t meant to be.
All the chances I gave you,
(you didn’t deserve)
All the tears that rolled down my cheek,
(weren’t worth enough).
I loved you more than words can say
and I feel broken,
parts of me physically ache.
have no idea how much I felt.
how hard it was for me to pretend
like I’m alright
That I’ll go on with my life.
I wasn’t alright.
the duvet soaks up my tears
the walls hear me sob.
Every morning I’d smile and say hello to you.
There was no one I could talk to,
No place to go.
But talking to you now,
Makes me realize how much of the person I loved is gone.
All the things I fell for have vanished.
All the feelings you gave me,
but nothing similar.
Now it’s just some guy who looks like you and
some girl who used to love.