Rumination

Blink,
My ceiling is white,
Blink,
My fan has way too much dust
Blink,
Is that a crack in my wall?
Blink,
I hear something ruffling,
Blink,
I’m really tired,
Blink,
I really want to sleep,
Blink,
Let me just keep them shut for a while,
Blink,
We were supposed to try to sleep,
Blink,
Mind, could you kindly listen to the rest of the body and sleep?
Blink,
I am so not ready for this world,
Blink,
Can I like not wake up tomorrow,
Blink,
I am a speck of dust in this universe,
Blink,
But I matter, (lol),
Blink,
Aliens totally exist,
Blink,
Yo aliens, zap me right now if you are real,
Blink,
Well, that was disappointing,
Blink,
Why am I even a human,
Blink,
I’d be a pretty good dog,
Blink,
How does one human trust another human,
Blink,
How do people make friends so easily,
Blink,
I wish I could make friends that easily,
Blink,
Dude I really am tired,
Blink,
Is it weird that I’m talking to myself right now,
Blink,
Eh who gives an eff,
Blink,
Anxiety this is so not the time,
Blink,
And now my heart is racing,
Blink,
I think I’m going to puke,
Blink,
What are we even anxious about,
Blink,
Thanks, Mind, I needed a reminder of all my flaws,
Blink,
WHY CAN”T I SLEEP!
Blink,
What’s the world record for not sleeping,
Blink,
And anxiety welcome back,
Blink,
Aw, and you’ve brought depression along,
Blink,
Can a fan really support a human body’s weight,
Blink,
BAD MIND, NO, NO, NO,
Blink,
I don’t even have decent rope,
Blink,
NO NO NO NO DYING,
Blink,
Could that fan fall and like decapitate me,
Blink,
What did we say about thinking about death,
Blink,
Death is like eternal sleep, I like sleep,
Blink,
Honestly, it’s like you refuse to listen to me,
Blink,
Well, you aren’t that important, I mean who listens to you,
Blink,
Hey, that’s rude,
Blink,
Think about it and forget every moment someone did listen to you,
Blink,
Omg depression you’re so right, I’m useless,
Blink,
There we go, I knew you’d see it the way I see it,
Blink,
Yup, Death seems perfect,
Blink,
Aw, that’s my boy, #suchproudfeels,
Blink,
*blushes*
Blink,
You can sleep now and enjoy contemplating your death,
Blink,
Sounds perfect.

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